low standards + indefinite stubborness has caught up. i’m never completing what I get started ||| leaves me irritated. ignoring the advice provided due to an attack of offense - I’m sorry I couldn’t take a hint. I’m sure things would’ve been diffrent. insecurity..
I smirk to hide the truth. I can’t say what I mean. Because I know it means nothing to you. in one ear and out it goes.. I’m letting myself become this secluded.
The strangest thing happen to me today. Just remind me that some belligerent guy I met mentioned that my first bornz first name would start with a “j” #apparently
It’s funny how that works out
Maybe my dreams are trying to tell me how predictable I am.